I am so happy to say that I actually slept for FIVE hours last night.. After meeting the most amazing lady/night nurse.. my world is coming back into focus. I woke up at 5am and was ready to face the day.. Those were actually Tom's words.. he fell asleep around 11pm and I stayed up with our nanny until midnight. Tonight I will be sleeping right at 10pm when she gets here.. woo hoo!!
Sadly, my milk is not coming back. I think I will just let it go and move on. With Tommy, I remember when it started to go and I tried so hard to get it back. When it didn't happen, I was devastated. After all that we have been through, worse things can happen. I will feel blessed that I was able to feed them for 10 weeks and still have a ton of frozen milk. We will just go through that and then switch to formula.
If someone told me before the twins that all of this would happen (ALL of this, I mean).. I would have thought they were crazy. We have had a surreal three months (well, year actually) and when I look at these two little angels, I would do it all again. They are truly amazing, so incredibly beautiful and sweet and stinky and fussy and I love every second of it. (Spoken by a girl who slept last night of course!)
Cheers to motherhood and all that goes with it.
Much love to you all,
Erica and Tom
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